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Anyway, don't beat yourself up Erock. It sounds like you've already accomplished more than most people ever will. Don't forget that.

I was once a top student its just that I'm doing things wrong or something. I kind of screwed up some things.

Erockbrox wrote:I was once a top student its just that I'm doing things wrong or something. I kind of screwed up some things.

And most people screwed up so much that they didn't make it half as far as you did. For example: My mom got pregnant when she was 16 and didn't even finish high school. Be proud of what you have accomplished. If you can't, then you just need to accept that you will never be satisfied and should just give up in life because it is all over and there is no point in doing anything.

I have now made a very personal decision to commit to my studies.

Guys I know this is going to sound a little crazy, but I need to focus on my school stuff and honestly I don't know if I will be able to test the beta.

Its just at a bad time and I might not be able to do it. Got to focus on school and getting my career straight.

I haven't been doing that great recently in school and need to get back on track.

I've been slacking off and just doing the bare minimum. Need to do better. Must do better.

I used to be such a great student, but I got mad and upset apparently with things. It took too long and was too hard and I didn't know exactly how to accomplish my goals.

It's okay Erock. It's not my game, but I'm sure Seph will understand. At the end of the day, hacking is just a hobby. You've got to keep your priorities in line just like anyone else.

Well okay guys, I might just end up getting a masters at my university.

my funding got cut on the first semester by an a-hole professor. and then i was depressed for the next few semester so my advisor just take my course and you can get a masters.

i might have to try elsewhere for the phd. but this was always my dream, but i guess i screwed it up. idk sometimes things get fucked up.

Good news. My old TA and friend said that she would study big time with me this next semester. We will work together.